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Ju`an =)
A Repertoire From Ju`an Einriqie
” My Viet ” – Ju`an Einriqie
Vietku… (My Viet)
Diam,
Kau Memilihnya,
Membisukan aku,
Dalam tertanya.
Ke mana,
Semua suratmu,
Merongga,
Sarwa harapku.
Kudekat,
Walau terlalu jauh,
Kusarat akanmu,
Walau kau tidak tahu.
Vietku,
Kau terlalu kamu,
Kangen aku,
Dan aku tidak tahu.
Sisakan,
Sebutir poktamu,
Darimu,
Untuk mimpiku.
Dahagakanmu,
Sanya aku,
Sesirna nafasku,
Menganganmu.
Vietku…
Ju`an Einriqie
p/s: walaupun sesurat? atau mungkin ini jawapmu.
I’m A Mess…
” I’m in a mess right now, hmmm… i dont know what to write. Still i need to get a grip of myself and be strong. Missing her, is something thats tormenting even for the world to handle. So i may be trying to restore my patience, waiting for “my viet”.
Juan
Believing On A Shooting Star
Waiting For Someone On My Brithday.
Here i am, waiting… waiting for someone to remember me. Waiting for her, to actually wish me. On the very night i may realized the sun would still passes even the call never came. But i still believe, foolish as i may get, doesnt bother me much. As i know, its just the beginning of my sunrise, that makes me to be who i am suppose to be. For you, i may always do heart you, but where it shall goes, its only a fairytale of my greatest fantasy; Love.
Juan
KEASTA IV
“To Love Is About Being Loved” – Ju`an Einriqie
KEASTA IV
“You can never really understand love untill you are in it” – Ju`an Einriqie
Still Holding On Hope
“I need to write, because its my friend when im alone, it accompanies me through my sorrow and downfall. You know, i never really try to ask someone out. Cuz i dont know why, but i dont know how. Afraid? maybe… but the fact is i dont know how… well i finally did something that not right, who am i kidding with? myself… i confessed for someone, about love. But as i said, i dont know how it works… and yet who am i kidding with? with me in mess… who would rather accept through her life… esfieana? i dont know… but… its ok. I am cutting my hair today, i dont care how it looks like, just wanna cut my hair short. Maybe im too virgin for this love thing. A love poet that is, but do i know about the things i wrote… hmm… hey you, i know you wouldnt care to read this. But thank you for being nice to me, i forgot who i am, i forgot im in a mess and instead of trying im denying…. i am sorry if i offended you somehow. I know you didnt read english well… but i just said it out, so god knows how i feel… and at least i tell the world that i do have this feeling without u knowing or maybe understand. For now, its time to heal… its time to review what i did wrong… to reflect myself in the mirror, and ask who do you think you are… hey “lxh”… thank you for giving me the chance to feel the it through my journey back to singapore. It’s a wonderful feeling, although i felt it alone… im still… contented. Maybe i deserve this fact that im not who i used to be. Stupid of e to fall for you. so stupid of me… but what i wanna say, i am sorry to barge in your life, without even notice who i am…i beg your pardon for my silly mistake, maybe i need now try to forget you, so i may continue my life and my dreams, could i…? umm… its ok… may your dreams come true.”
With Love,
Ju`an
I wrote this letter for her (LXH)…
“ Thời gian này anh luôn nghĩ về em” (Been Thinkin `Bout Ya Lately)
Em đang ở đâu?
Nỗi nhớ em da diết đang làm trái tim anh tan vỡ,
Anh muốn hét thật to mỗi khi nhớ về em.
Thực sự ,
anh muốn được nghe thấy giọng nói nhẹ nhàng từ em,
Những lúc đó anh như kẻ câm nín.
Anh chờ đợi trong thổn thức
Tiếng em nói “chào anh”.
“Anh nhớ em”
Em có hiểu ý nghĩa của câu nói đó không?
Có lẽ,
Em biết nhiều hơn anh nghĩ
Anh xin lỗi nếu bức thư này đã làm phiền em.
Nhưng anh chỉ muốn nói 1 điều, 1 câu tưởng như rất ngắn mà thật khó để bày tỏ,
….
HẰNG!ANH YÊU EM!!!
Ju`an Einriqie
Right Here Waiting For Her
“Hey… I don’t know where this thing shall go, but i am right here waiting for you, tormenting my heart with uncertainty, everynight i send u a message pretending to hope that you would say goodnight to me one day, but today i decide not to, and i don’t hear my phone enlighting me with a letter from you, so i silence and wait till morning comes.O’ What should i do” – Ju`an
